Alexa, play Every Time I Breath by Big Daddy Weave.
I bet you thought this blog was gonna be about how I am so in love with my ex-husband or how I miss him and blah blah blah. Well, I was and I do. He was the best thing to me. I loved him dearly and, as I have said before, he was so perfect for me!
I don't get to love him and be so in love with him anymore. Because of what life has thrown my way, I am now instead choosing to be so in love with my heavenly Father and let me tell you, this is new for me.
Ask your Alexa or Siri to play this song. Sit and listen to it. Take it all in. This is a good one, my people!
"This life is just too hard" uh yeah. Yes it is. Life is hard!
"Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer. I never wanna leave, I wanna stay in Your warm embrace." You guys! God is literally seeming closer and closer to me daily and no, I don't ever wanna leave! I want to stay so close to God. This is awesome.
The end of the song says "I am so in love with you" three times and it gets me every time. I mean man, I want to be SO in love with God that I feel complete. I don't want to feel the need to have a guy in my life because I have God.
Don't get me wrong...if the Lord has my husband out there, I will find you and love you forever! But for now, I am enjoying my time being single and I am so in love with God. I see this as a huge step in my growth process. I want to be so in love with God that I am never in the place where I am longing for a man to fulfill me.
Let's be honest. If you knew me in high school, I was boy crazy. It seems like I was always liking a guy or talking to a guy. I didn't actually date much, but I was always seeming to find myself chatting it up with a guy.
There is a lot to be said about dating and what my current thoughts are on dating. And what my thoughts were on dating even through my divorce! That is a good story and I will save that for later :) check back soon my friends!
How can I be praying for you? This is new for me. This whole "being single" thing. It is weird. And honestly I never would have wanted this, but I am thankful for what God is doing in my life. Are you struggling with something similar? Let me pray for you! I would absolutely love to.
xoxo,
Morgan Leigh
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Here is me thriving in my singleness with my bestie pal Frankie
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