For the first time since the divorce, I felt like something was missing from me this morning. Then I thought about it and something literally is missing from me...my HUSBAND.
“So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.” Matthew 19:6. The Bible literally says that two will become one. So it’s like I am now just a half. Because if you have one cookie, and you share it with your friend, you don’t each have a whole cookie. Right? You each have one half. So I’m technically half. And my ex husband is half. Right? Well yes, but I beg to differ.
I am still whole. Actually I think I’m more whole than I’ve ever been in my whole life. I am filled with Jesus. SO cliché but gosh dang it, SO true.
This morning when I felt “empty” or like something was missing, I went straight to the Bible. That is what the Bible is for! But I’ve never really done that in my life. My family definitely did, but I never caught on.
See Psalm 147:3 where it says, “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”
Jesus, please heal up my heart. Please bind up my wounds. Divorce hurts. I feel like “half”. My husband...he was my best friend. I am loved and supported by so many, so so many. But, I am missing my other half.
Then I read in Philippians 4:19 where it says, “And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of His glory in Christ Jesus.” He will meet all of my needs. Absolutely He will. Today I was feeling “half”. But I know it’s just the process. If we didn’t hurt through divorce, it wouldn’t be a big deal. Well this is a big deal to me. Divorce sucks. But God doesn’t. And I’m so excited that He is fulfilling me to feel so much more than whole! And I trust He will meet all of my needs!
How can I pray for you? I have the unbelievable support of my friends, both near and far. It’s awesome and I’d love to support YOU in anyway I can!
Xoxo,
Morgan Leigh
P.s. running to the store to get cookie dough because these look sooooooo good.
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